5 January 2009, 8:14 pm
My Girl back home..should i move on and experience more or wait? Im in Guam pretty much 12000 miles away.Born in raised in Gainesville, FL . Im 21, im in the navy and im a corpsman. So basically i have dated this girl on and off for the past 4 1/2 yrs. The first time we went out for like a 1/2 yr and broke it off.. no biggie. BUT we were split for like 9 months and got back together i decided to put everything i had into this relationship that i had.Cuz I REALLY wanted everythin to work with this girl...its like she had this glow to her that attracted me..somthing like a moth to a light bulb..But the next yrs were ******* awsome a few fights a few rough times BUT we held through...and now the roughest part...we Broke up about 3 or 4 months before i left for basic training in great lakes. I luv this girl so much it hurts to be away form her more and more every day. We broke up because I FELT that the stress of me being away would put strain on her and me. I talk to her as much as i can. But she just got put into this program called teen challenge by her parents. I can only Talk to her like once a month. but every time i do she tells me she luvs me and misses me. I just want to be with her. BUT THE MAIN PROBLEM IS being here on guam there are and will be lots of opportunities to ,i guess date.. and have "fun". I have had "fun" and i feel bad for it . i told her that i wouldn't care if she dated other guys while im gone. which in truth i dont care because i know that the places i have touched in her heart cant really be hit by anyone else..( at least that's what i think ) she told me she doesn't care if i date here because she told me she feels the same way. BUT i feel bad because i dont want to take the risk that their is some one on this rock that could love me like or better then she could.. im scared that some boy will sweep her off her feet..i dont know im confused... please help... Read More »